I started to build my Tribute to milly turner today.milly was born after a painful few days when id contracted an infection,she died minutes after birth and i feel sometimes as though im to blame as my body was poisoning her,the first few weeks after her death my husband and i were inconsolable,i quickly fell pregnant again but unfortunatly misscarried at 16 weeks,this added to our sadness and to be truthful its really testing our relationship,were having a lot of ups and downs and sometimes we struggle to get through the day